Wind and its results ..

This picture can be found in Octobers photo work .... bellasarchives.blogspot.com


The winds have brought change … picture today is yet another look at the past. You get the photo from October but a new outlook today drawing from what I wrote then … a real live weather change in human form.
I’m not ready to comment yet on this past entry so I will just start with the picture. I hope to see good stuff and important “changes” in myself. I work at this “me” stuff unlike some and not as good as others. It is ALL very good whatever the case …
I’m gauging my changes in many ways. Today, by looking back… and I need more time to note my mind (then verses now)…..So I will stop here. My challenge to you ~ read the old post with me. I will even tell you the name of the entry and how to find it J http://bellasarchives.blogspot.com/2006/11/winds-must-visit-me-so-i-may.html

I will be back to comment this weekend.

Unamenetebelle

Zoe

Get wisdom then understanding though it cost all ......

Why is it so important to get understanding ... or in other words (discernment, comprehension, and interpretation) ? That is why I am here at Bella's and because of this I have ventured further out and have stumbled across more.

I'm getting reacquainted with a friend from 20 years ago. She is married to a man who has ADHD (16 years) ... telling already, very telling. I'm sure this will be very interesting as we share. I have not seen her face to face yet, we just talked on the phone, but I hear the grace and stability of character in her voice ... it was comforting ... and it brought back memories of being around her strength. One subject we touched on was sensory disorders ~ all that I can say right now is this .... if she brings comfort to me just with her voice and the re-acquaintance and remembrance of her character .... I can only guess that she indeed has been a major blessing for her husband.
I have found that getting understanding is costly. Sometimes you hurt or risk your "human" reputation in the process and gain judgment and rejection, as well the golden egg (understanding). If it will cost all that I have ... I will pay it, as I already have. There are people I know that have a different air about them in regards to "me" just because I have Bella's Blog ... Bella's is helping me and has helped others AND I'm getting more understanding in the process. Costly but worth it! Wisdom is something I can only pray for and I believe it comes with age as well.

I have a beautiful mind, that at times has cost me the ability to have a better life for a day or more, but I will continue to be thankful for my mind!

*Prov. 4:7 Wisdom is supreme; therefore get wisdom.
Though it cost all you have, [a] get understanding.
Scripture taken from the HOLY BIBLE, NEW INTERNATIONAL VERSION®. Copyright © 1973, 1978, 1984 International Bible Society. Used by permission of Zondervan. All rights reserved.

Still waiting ...

The picture today is from a few days ago. I'm still not feeling 100% so not much to say. I will be around when I get my wind back.

Thankful for the beautiful mind God blessed me with~

Seasons Change.....

Season change and I often wonder if this is a metaphor for us as people to learn from. We should always be changing .... for the better.

I'm changing .... My thoughts about ADD/HD are seeing the positive side of this beautiful mind. However this does not cure the stuggles I have.

There has to be a reason for the all the seasons ... all the different climates around the world. There is an intelligent design encompassed within all of this~

Seasons change and so am I.

I have a beautiful mind and i'm thankful for this ......

It's jus a matter of time~

I have the minor flu bug-nevertheless it not fun. it is just a matter of time... waiting to feel better.

One color many paint splatters...

I said to my friend .... I feel like one color of paint, having many other splatters of other colors on top of my main shade. I have yet to know more about this.
Something tells me .... I will find more, I can feel something brewing. Nothing wrong with seeking to know more~

Dr. Larry Silver responds:
"There are three behaviors found with ADHD. Some will have one; some two; some all three. One is hyperactivity. This is usually seen in adults by fidgety, restless behaviors. The second is inattention. This is experienced by either auditory distractibility, visual distractibility, and/or internal distractibility. The third is impulsivity, problem waiting before speaking or doing certain behaviors.
If you have one or more of these AND they have been present for most of your life AND they exist in two or more areas of your life (work, home, social), you might have ADHD. If you think so, see a professional who is familiar with Adult ADHD." ( Article From : AADitude.com)

~I just talked to a friend today and explained this information but in feeling not fact. Co-Morbid exsistance is something else I need to look into and I crindge at the possible findings or more thorns in my flesh. I felt a hint of that old pain I had been going through but I did not let it grip me~

Bye For Now ....

I have a beautiful mind..I'm thankful ~

I'm doing the right things ~

If you go to bella's archives (scroll on right side to find the link) you will see the shock and grief I had to face. Yes I "faced!"
One must 'face" when a loved one dies-
One must "face" when they give up a lover or an addiction-
One must face when they realize the thier brain freezes,brick walls and chronic physical symptoms finally get an answer to their exsistance.
For me, the "FACE OFF" began with words like structural disorder-misunderstood-un-curable,genetic-paralysis of the will and much more...

I'm cleaning/sorting/organizing my home. Essentially this is a mirror to the rest of my goals- I'm finding a place for everything to make my life one that is more manageable-so I can conserve energy, so that I may move forward in many other areas. I'm re-learning me ... and I have one girlfriend in specific that I would LOVE to publicaly thank but I cant here.
I'm doing the right things- A bit busy to be here but I want you all to see- I did not get stuck-the season is changing and so am I~

I have a beautiful mind and I'm thankful for it!