Almost A Year

It was almost one year ago when I started Bella's Blog.


NOTE: ANY spelling or dyslexic errors found here today are staying.....:) thanks!!
I have learned so much since ...
Today I have direction .... Back then I did not. Even more I am re-building my mind ... That was a cirsis of belief moment ...when I realized I had to bring that type of healing.... A year ago I went through a realtionship breakup on top of the ADD/HD discovery. All triggered by getting laid off from my job. As of today, I have not recovered financially..... BUT .... I do not feel sorry .... I feel very strong ..... I'm possibly going to school for IT certification and I have started training as a DJ and karaokee entertainer so I can get through school. I'm single and do not mind .... I love my FAMILY ...MY SON IS STILL WITH THE SAME GIRL :).....We all get along ....WHAT ELSE CAN I SAY ....!!


My back went out during all this time and recently, I have had two weeks free from chronic pain (in over a year). As a single mom with a beautiful mind ..... I hug myself .... and thank GOD my sensory system is under knowledge and control. I'm off all meds ...( except Adrhl. when needed) vitamins are very improtant. Dr. Future (my phsch.) supports the use of Omega 3's and more ......
I have a beautiful mind ....AND I AM STILL THANKFUL --EVEN MORE THAN I WAS A YEAR AGO!!

For Tom ......

The one thing about having a beautiful mind is this ...... One must divine a way to understand their own mind and how it works ....if you do not do this ....it can get away from you!!!!!!






Current pic dated: August 2007

I have a beautiful mind and I'm thankful!!

A New Mind ....

I have awakened with a headache everyday since last Friday. I got in a car accident last Fri afternoon.

I stayed positive the whole time and still am. I have never had the heat of my thoughts and temper so in controll. I have peace that I have never had before. This positive choosing every day is really revolutionizing my life. Im very thankful!

A Fun Prayer ...

Here is a prayer that I totally agree with ....has a touch of humor to! :)

Self Portriat: Photographed on 7/7/2007

My Work Day Is Done ...

I really want to work this new schedule. My Boss is auditioning for a morning radio show "co-host" position.


We support one another using the "Law OF Attraction" .... this is our ground and I can say this (humbly) with power! I cant wait to hear if she gets hired!! I will then be at her house at 4 a.m. every morning. We are a team .... and I like that!!


So I say to myself ...how do I look with minimal sleep and a new schedule I have never kept before ....

PLEASE FIND: My "3 a.m. look" and Mantras

When I arrived at work, my boss remarked about what the proverbs say about having that "morning" time with God. She was excited that her drive to work lent her this blessing,,,,,, I told her....funny you should day that ....I pulled over under a street light and read my devitions book (Henry Blackabee) because I was early getting here this morning!!! I was reminded that God keeps His promises and indeed .... God has made promises to me. Do you know what this means?? It means my promises are to be shared with hand picked people and everyone else in the world!! AMAZING!!!!!


I'm so thankful for my life .... it is rich with love, Princess Warrionr Power and SO much more.... I love life.....it comes with adventure, joy ands ease!!


I will exscuse myself from Blogging and nap now ... I will visualize my promises .... with divine help that is. ~ Selah~

I have been creating picture/blogging mantra's

AS PART OF MY HEALING PROCESS.....


ENJOY THIS BLOG ENTRY.... A TASTE OF WHAT I HAVE BEEN DOING.....


CURRENT SETTING: BACK OUT FOR 2 WEEKS ... I WILL GIVE NO MORE WORDS TO THIS AWFUL SATE!

Dis-ease is a state of a body that can be partially brought on by thought .... they say this
in the law of attraction .... I get that becasue I have studied natural medicine on a personal level for so long now!

On a spiritual level the attack can be real becasue physical infirmity is key to stoppping a brilliant person ..touche' ...say no more ~



These pictures were taken tonight on purpose ..... right before I went to see my massage therapist ..... I taught him how to treat my body and his 80 year old father put me on vitamins (MSM & Glucosamine) msm is a natural pain killer and Glucosamine re-builds tissues >even degenrated tissue<<... that is....ONLY if there is enough LEFT in the body part in question to re-build upon. MIRACLES HAPPEN FROM NOTHINGNESS SO TOUCHE' AGAIN!


These pics are my mantra's ..... I left the house with half wet hair ready to get treated !! I changed beds with my son via the doctors order s as of Frday. Yes I have a tempramedic medical bed ...it is too soft I think, so here we go .... I'm tackling may health!! I will use thr law of attraction giving the Holy Spirit the lead.

Mantra: My life changed today .... my sacral; lumbar and cervical spine are brand new. The garlic I'm chewing is a magical food ..... my healing is here....I'm so thanful for this. I'm thankful for th ice on my back right now ....I'm thankful for healing.....

I MAKE POWERFUL CHOICES DAILY ... TO POWERFULLY CHOOSE IS TO MOVE CLOSER TO YOUR TRUTH ..YOUR MIRACLE ...EVEN IF THE MIRACLE COMES FROM A TOTALLY DIFFERENT DIRECTION THAN THE CHOICES YOU ARE MAKING ...THIS IS UN-WAIVERING FAITH IN MY BELIEF SYSTEM!! AAHHHHH!! IT COMES WITH EASE ...ALL OF THIS DOES ....