Monday, November 20, 2006

The inside and outside dont match ...

This picture is yet another visit through our the past "photo" journal -Oct 4th "Where Mercy and Peace Kiss" is the name if that entry to be exact. I look back and I wrote some silly poem I now think is kinda ... ummm ... yah. Oh well, there is something that changes you as this is experienced however. I for one learn to honor the fact that I felt something sincere at the time and that resonates good stuff inside of me.

The inside and outside do not match ... Yes I have the-I want to be oraganized and be perfect but I'm not thing as well- I am really working on this issue now with a good friend of mine (She is an Angle) and is coming over one time a week ... yes I'm ridding my life of as much extra baggage as possible, THANK-YOU TT!! ;) The simple life = a more organized brain..weird but painfully true and real for ADD/HD brains. We literally freeze when we walk into an overly cluttered space that belongs to us! Sari talks about this in her book > P.47 " I have a Ph.D, but I cant figure out how to clean my closet. I just stand there and stare at it. I don't remember where things go or what to do. I get so confused and overwhelmed." END QUOTE!! Si! I could never figure out why home stayed impeccable when I had a perfectly organized system going on. Once it got out of balance, I would struggle. When I was a stay at home mom, my home was in order. I had some friends challenge me to do this and I did. When I had to be mom, dad and more, and could no longer stayed at home with my child, the difficulties erupted and stress settled in like mad.
Gotta add a new pic .. I'm cheating from the original plan I know...


"There are no rules for good photographs, there are only good photographs" Ansel Adams

I have a beautiful mind and I'm thankful.
Zoe~