Snap shots of angry exspressions ~

So the anger thing ... this next part of grieving is the same as the last season of grieving in that the intensity comes in waves. What is changing? .... I'm getting more compassionate for others and less tolerant of my own (and other peoples) ignorance...sorry, just being honest. I should not say I'm getting "more compassionate" I am more compassionate towards all mankind really ... I should be, I have an invisible disorder in my brain and it has affected me all these years while I have been saying ... gee.. why dont I feel good.

I'm most frustrated with the mis-understandings and what the ADD/HD community has to cope with mentally and emotionally in an un-educated society. Remember .. ADD was originally called minimal brain dysfunction....
When I suffer from paraylsis of the will it is NOT depression NOR is it laziness. It appears like both but its face is neither in my world! SUSIE is NOT BETTY and visa versa. This all affects my life... every day~every week,month and now years. For years it has been like having a bad cold that you want very badly to go away. You do well at work but you come home and freeze ... and more.
You are not mentally retarded but sometimes you say green when you are meaning to say blue ... only becuase you just looked at the grass while you were talking about what a nice day it was and how the sky is so blue. See, the mistake is easily understood by any who may be listening ... but to have someone walk away knowing they could or might be judging you is angering. It seems like the ones who do usually have a problem or two themselves...I used to be a bit blind and ignorant as well so who am I to stay frustrated.

Though I walk with thorns in my flesh ...I still have a beautiful mind~