A note a friend sent me ...

HE SHARED WITH ME THIS.....CLASSIC ADHD/MOMENTS...LOL!!!
I just remembered the moment I said "fuck it" to social etiquette and
decided it was ok to just blurt stupid shit.
I grew up shy, quiet, not EVER wanting to make a scene in public.
Then in 1984 when I went on the road with the band, the band leader
Roger
would act like that in public, during the day when we visited small
town
shopping malls - I was always shocked until the day I cracked and just
let
go.
He always impressed me with how loose he was with things he'd say while
other people were listening. BUT - once the drummer in the band
started
laughing along and the other guys started getting like that, I jumped
on
board feet first.
I always thought that the cheapest gift you could give someone would be
a
laugh, so as a miser, I always had some class clown in me to share.
What
have I been thinking?
Getting a laugh or a snicker out of someone is worth it, even if I am
degrading myself and making myself the butt of the joke.
My heart IS in the right place, you know, and I hope that actions speak
louder than words-
I'm ready for self-induced behavior modification, but it's dure be
easier if
someone simply hit me and said "Shut up!"